"I remember you. We've met once before.
In my mind, I have ideas of you, or are they dreams?
Have we met?"


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Thursday, 22 July 2010

  • girl, it's you like sid and nancy


    I miss you mom.
    every single day.

    I work at an amazing salon now, life has been
    full of car accidents and a bit stressful.
    but It's okay since i'm at that age where
    regardless of mom dying, I still need to grow up.

    i'm lucky to finally have the guy i've wanted for 6 years.
    we've been together for almost 8 months now, I almost
    feel as if i don't deserve him, but he's mine, and thats the end of that.

    i hope nothing messes this up.
    i hope nothing messes anything up.

    i won't lie, i'll keep falling in my downward spiral
    when it comes to drugs and whatnot, but its now
    more than ever that i need what i'm now prescribed
    oh thank you doctor <3

Thursday, 20 May 2010

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

  • HUGE, yet simple, update.


    Mommy passed away
    December 24th 2009
    around 12:22pm

    I love you mom, for ever and ever,
    and I miss my bestfriend more than anything
    I told you I would never leave your side those last 2 weeks
    and I kept that promise, just like you would have done for me.

    I'm staying strong, I'm a certified HairStylist.
    I work at a Salon still, making money, and focusing
    on having an amazing future.

    I got this, regardless of the bricks that life
    has been throwing at me. :]

Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • life hurts



    a whole lot.


    i'm not okay, but I guess the adderall takes away
    the emotions I would be feeling if I weren't on it.
    I rather not be a depressing wreck.


    cancer, I hate you.


Sunday, 25 October 2009

drizzling_ikkiv

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    • Name: Vikki
    • Location: New Orleans, Louisiana, United States
    • Birthday: 8/11/1990
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 2/9/2005

About Me

  • supp lurker. let's lurk into eachother's thoughts. i suppose i don't mind at all.

Pulse

  • its a cloudy day, but we still can't go home, open out that cellar door, til we see the moon, we're invisible.
  • my body disgusts me. i want coke. ya know. fucking blow. but i need a job for that. to get a job i need to get thin first. fuck.
  • need a fasting buddy? a diet buddy? have unlimited texting? haha message me! and we can get through days and cravings together! yay